荷露斯之眼

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Hi dear,

It's been years I haven't drop any words on this place.

So thinking of write something...

Dont know what to start, you know I have been through many things... bad , good, meaningful or not meaningful....

Living alone is not a big deal. I am telling myself all the time. Until now. You know me.

Good point is I have far more personal time than before. I can read, drink or doing something else as I want.

As time goes by, I fed up, fed up with everything, fed up with loneliness, fed up being alone, fed up with blue sky and speaking english.

However, when you move your step forward, it is very hard to move it back or take it back. Because my mind has been already out my body, or you can say my soul. I can control my body moving forward or backward, I can't control my mind or my soul being with me.

I know I am lost.

What if I did not come here, what if I did not fall in love again, what if my soul and my body stepped up together?

 Sorry for writing so many boring words, but I can't control myself, I need to wirte it down.

 Love,dandeliony